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Mona G, Will C, Yours T, Al C. |
He took the scalpel from the package and held it,
hesitantly, over my left foot. As a new volunteer, he was unsure of himself,
worried about the pain it might cause. But there was no pain, just a quick lance,
lots of fluid oozing, and the blister the size of a grape on my big toe was no
more. Another volunteer quickly applied a wrap over the loose skin. It was a
team effort at the 50-mile aid station, with my friend Mona G in the middle of
the scrum barking out orders.
Last weekend I completed the Tahoe Rim Trail (TRT) 100 mile
endurance run. It was a weekend of firsts. My first 100 miler since completing
the Grand Slam in 2014. The first ultra my father and brother came to watch.
And the first time I’ve come so close to not finishing.
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Pre Nuclear Fuel Rods |
I’m not sure if it was the average elevation (8,300’),
20,000 feet of climbing, technical trails, dry-to-the-bone heat, or my
new-fangled cross-training program with not-so-much-weekly running, but this
race kicked my ass! From mile 50 to 60 I was teetering from faithful survivor mode
to DNF zombie mode.
One minute I was swearing to myself that I’d never, ever run
another 100 mile race (now a routine), and the next I was rationalizing that every
runner needs at least one DNF, and why shouldn’t this be mine! But I knew my
Dad was waiting for me at the finish line.
So, with that, I resolved to grind through the misery even if it took me
until the 35-hour cutoff.
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Marching into 50 mile aid station |
In terms of difficulty, I place TRT in front of Angeles
Crest and just behind Wasatch Front. It’s challenges are many, but the coup de
grace is the Diamond Peak climb, which is presented to runners twice – at mile
30 when the heat of the day is reaching a crescendo, and mile 80 when your body
feels like it just woke up in a bed of spent nuclear fuel rods. The beast is 1,850
feet straight up the face of a ski slope laden with sand and an elevation of 8,540
feet. No switch backs, no plateaus, no relief.
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Spent Fuel Rods - Mile 80 |
Questions floated in the balance during this race like so many
other meaning-of-life obscurities. Was I born with this need for pain? Or was
it nurtured during my early years in catholic school? Why do I push the
envelope when most people my age are pushing pencils? Do I need a therapist? Then, in the middle of the night, I ran into my friend Dave B with his pacer high on a ridge. At least I wasn't alone I thought.
Lake Tahoe is the second deepest lake in the United States,
the tenth deepest in the world. Not unlike the highs and lows experienced
during 100 mile race, the lake is a picture in contrast, with deep blue waters
surrounded by turquoise shorelines and bright sandy beaches. Seeing it from
high upon the rim trail as I ran through the forest was something I won't
forget.
There are moments.
Moments that I hold on to after
moving through the mountains all day and all night, under the beaming sun and
rising moon, when I’m ready to just sit down on a rock somewhere and say to
hell with this, when the raw trickle of endorphins move through my veins and keep
me climbing toward the top of the mountain, when the city lights flicker far
below to make me feel like I’m on top of the world.
Once making it through the lowest lows, I started to feel up again and began the process of picking off a few runners. Again, it dawned on me that finding my strength would ultimately happen if I had the patience to work with my weaknesses and not let them control or define me. Its a game of patience being in the elements when your body is struggling and your mind is fragile. It's life in one day. You just have to keep moving forward as good and bad happen.
After climbing Snow Valley Peak (9,000’) for the second
time, I began the long 7 mile descent to the finish line. It was a good feeling
to have completed the last climb and have only a downhill section to get
through. Despite hours of punishment, my legs, surprisingly, were holding up
enough to allow me to push the pace when another runner came up on me. With
the finish line so close I couldn’t let anyone pass me.
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At the finish with RD George R, Will C |
When I reached the coveted 100 mile finish line in 25 hours
and 17 minutes my crew was waiting. I can’t describe how good it felt to see
them and just sit down and not move for a few minutes. Yes, finally, it was
over, and another moment was captured.
The TRT was easily one of the toughest races I’ve ever
completed. It was also one of the most organized and well-run races and by far
the best marked course. During the 25 hours I was on trial, not once did I feel
concerned about being on the right trail, a common occurrence on other
courses. Whenever I wanted to ensure I was on the correct trail, I’d look up,
and within a minute or two I’d see a trail marker. It is a first class event
and I recommend it especially for those of you seeking something a little less
mainstream with a higher margin of difficulty.
I’d like to give a hearty shout out to the volunteers, all
of whom did a great job keeping us runners fed, hydrated and moving on our way.
But most importantly I want to thank my crew Mona G, Alfred C and Will C for
keeping me motivated during the low points. This was the most difficult day I
can remember, and I don’t think I would’ve finished without knowing you’d be
there for me at the finish line!
All photos by Mona G.